I know you thought I would never amount to nothing

Dismissing all my ways even when I just found something

You wouldn't even pay attention to my passions

You scrapped it up like paper and lit it up into ashes

It hurt like hell, I won't forget the memories

It didn't serve me well, it did affect the best of me

Whether in sports or in drama or music

Something out of the ordinary, you think it'd be stupid

Now I'm working towards a life that's fucking me up mentally

Doing something you set for me, I don't love it, just let me be

Why can't you let me be? But it was already over

No matter what I did, I felt the pressure on my shoulders

Doing these exams, wanting me to be the best

When I really wanna tell you, I don't need the fucking stress

I don't need you to compare with the other people here

You're attackin' all my feelings and it's something you don't care about

Been feeling low and I don't know how low I'd go

But I know that you did put me here, and why I did you put in fear?

Made me afraid of failing, when really it's part of the process

Family time has been fun, but lately started to join less

'Cause there's been a lot of conflict in our lives

To be honest, I don't think we can be positive, it's like

You're the dynamite to my foundation I've been makin'

Every time you show up, you blow up with all your anger

I treat you like a stranger and I'd rather have it kept like that

Pretending not to know you, how the hell did it get like that?

And I question it every second and every day

I just wished you cared about me, why don't you care about me?

The sounds, the screaming, and it was a nightmare

We lived a nightmare

But I know you don't mean to hurt me so

But you did

And I thought I would forgive

Thought you should know

But I know you don't mean to hurt me so

But you did

And I thought I would forgive

Thought you should know