Shaking hands I can't remember
Why I keep dancing through the pain
While everything's breaking again
Eyes shut tight it's all too loud
I wanna scream but I can't get out
This chaos it's tearing me apart
Fuck this pain fuck this heart
Lights shattered in the dark
I've fallen apart fallen apart
Screaming inside but it's quiet tonight
I can't stop this fucking fight
Hiding under the weight of it all
Your empty words they made me fall
I'm messed up can't even cry
Eyes shut tight it's all too loud
I wanna scream but I can't get out
This chaos it's tearing me apart
Fuck this pain fuck this heart
Lights shattered in the dark
I've fallen apart fallen apart
Screaming inside but it's quiet tonight
I can't stop this fucking fight
December lights they're burning out
I'm chasing ghosts I'm full of doubt
But still I rise I won't fall down
I'll smash these chains and wear my crown
Lights shattered in the dark
I've fallen apart fallen apart
Screaming inside but it's quiet tonight
I can't stop this fucking fight
Lights in December flickering away
But I'll stand tall I won't fade today
(Fading away. flickering away)