Forgiving myself took forever

I saw all of the signs I knew better

You crossed all of the lines you don't let up

I know you wanna get in my head

I shouldn't let you and still

I could feel you holding me back

Started letting shit slide, I was slow to react

I know it's hard, being who you are

But even when you gone

Girl we know where you at

Cause you on the borderline, baby you sorta fine

You so proud of how you got them mortified

You got a story and you needed to change it

But I got the book, and girl I'm keeping the pages

Cause my brakes still shake the car

And your face still breaks my heart

You can say it's all my fault if you gotta babe

And you got paintings on the wall

That you frame the way you want

You can say you talked to God but I doubt it babe

Maybe you're just a lie

Living on the borderline

Maybe you're just a lie

Did it ever cross your mind

I thought eventually you'd figure it out

But after all of this it's obvious you live in the clouds

That's why the truth bends,

Every time it's loose ends

You wake up with new friends

As somebody else

And I had a heart atttack,

You wouldn't call it that

You wouldn't call me back

You added Jon for that

You had a story and you needed to change it

But I got the book and girl I'm keeping the pages

You can't

Build a house

Without four walls

You can't build a house with no walls

You can't tell the truth to your God

I can't stop I'm shaking right now

Cause my brakes still shake the car

And your face still breaks my heart

You can say it's all my fault if you gotta babe

And you got paintings on the wall

That you frame the way you want

You can say you talked to God but I doubt it babe

Maybe you're just a lie

Living on the borderline

Maybe you're just a lie

Did it ever cross your mind

Maybe you're just a lie

Living on the borderline

Maybe you're just a lie

Did it ever cross your mind