Baby girl tatted on my arm

So hearts on my sleeve

Loved it when you were here

Never wanted you to leave

But God had other plans

That I might never understand

I wasn't meant to hold you in my hands

Millie

Even tho you're apart from me

You'll always be a part of me

If anything

Thats what you should believe

Knowing you were coming

Had me reading up on parenting

Speaking with your grandma and grandpa

Tryna find the best way to raise ya

I was scared and excited

Too proud to hide it

So imagine

The disarray

From the events that day

When the Dr. Told us

You'd be gone in a couple days

Felt so fake

This couldn't happen

No way this was our fate

Accepting it has been the hardest test

I've ever had to face

Cant make sense of it to this very day

Theres nights when I cry

Wishin I had you at my side

To kiss and hold you

See you smile and hear you laugh

At least one time

Now that you're gone

We carry on

Don't mour, rejoice

Knowing when I speak

You can hear my voice

And know that

I'm lookin up at you smiling

Wishing I could change everything

But cant change a thing

Love you to the moon and back

Now that you're gone

We carry on

Don't mour, rejoice

Knowing when I speak

You can hear my voice

And know that

I'm lookin up at you smiling

Wishing I could change everything

But cant change a thing

Love you to the moon and back

My beautiful daughter

You're always on my mind

Everything I do in life

Has been with you in mind

I just wanna make you proud

With every move I make

And choice I decide

I swear you are why

I have pushed thru each day

You're lifes greatest blessing

No second guessing

Even tho you aren't present

You have been the greatest present

You taught me life aint perfect

And even tho it knocks you down

Its always worth it

Gotta make the most of each day to enjoy it

You brought love and compassion to a heart that never felt passion

Towards anything other than rapping

I felt like a god

You helped me realize I was only human

Cuz before you I thought I was invincible

Always acting stupid

I'm looking forward to the day we meet again

Up in heaven

Wait for me at the gates

Want my first sight to be your face

That'll be the start to our forever days

I love you Millie

And that will never change

Now that you're gone

We carry on

Don't mour, rejoice

Knowing when I speak

You can hear my voice

And know that

Im lookin up at you smiling

Wishing I could change everything

But cant change a thing

Love you to the moon and back

Now that you're gone

We carry on

Don't mour, rejoice

Knowing when i speak

You can hear my voice

And know that

I'm lookin up at you smiling

Wishing I could change everything

But can't change a thing

Love you to the moon and back

For my baby girl

Forever

I Love you Millie