You don't like who I've become
Only want me when I'm numb
What happened to the life of the party?
I've got a closet full of skeletons
But I don't think that you can handle them
I've got a millions reasons why I keep it guarded
So now I'm too depressing to be around
I'm guessing being friends with me is just too hard
There's danger in expressing and safety in suppressing
In burying my broken parts
The more that I speak my mind
The more I get left behind
'Cause I'm the kind of heavy, heavy
No one wants to carry, carry
The more that I spill my soul
The more that I get let go
'Cause I'm the kind of heavy, heavy
Bleeding out biting on my tongue
Avoid me when I'm vulnerable
My story makes you so uncomfortable
Feels like being brave is what gets you discarded
The disbelief deep in your eyes and saying I need help
Left a crater in my mind that makes me blame myself
What good's the truth if it keeps getting disregarded?
The more that I speak my mind
The more I get left behind
'Cause I'm the kind of heavy, heavy
No one wants to carry, carry
The more that I spill my soul
The more that I get let go
'Cause I'm the kind of heavy, heavy
Bleeding out biting on my tongue
Don't want anyone to drown with me
I'll lose everyone if I'm not fake
Rather die than let you see me break
Don't want anyone to drown with me
I'll lose everyone if I'm not fake
I'd rather die than let you see me break
You don't like who I've become
Only want me when I'm numb
What happened to the life of the party?
The more that I speak my mind
The more I get left behind
'Cause I'm the kind of heavy, heavy
No one wants to carry, carry
The more that I spill my soul
The more that I get let go
'Cause I'm the kind of heavy, heavy
Bleeding out biting on my tongue
Bleeding out biting on my tongue
I'm too much for everyone