Really just fighting with myself

Tryna get up out my head

Tryna figure out just where I should go

Really just been fighting with myself

Crying in my mind

Should I love or should I just let it go

Just wanna be happy

Just wanna be happy

But it's just not happening

Been listening to my friends

Listening to my inner lens

I still cannot find

The words for how I'm feeling yeah

Said I'm obviously the problem

I say one thing then I go and do the other

I stand for something but I keep falling for you

Am I tripping is it meant

Or are we through

I just wanna live my life on autopilot

Cause sometimes I be wildin

Then I'm like I'm all in

And I know I'm confusing

Just don't feel like losing

The one thing that's kept me afloat

Boy I'm

Scared I

Won't lie

I need you bad

But I

Know I

Gotta

Get in my bag

I don't wanna leave you alone

But I'm laying all my feelings out on this song

Really just fighting with myself

Tryna get up out my head

Tryna figure out just where I should go

Really just been fighting with myself

Crying in my mind

Should I love or should I just let it go

Just wanna be happy

Just wanna be happy

But it's just not happening

Been listening to my friends

Listening to my inner lens

I still cannot find

The words for how I'm feeling yeah

Told me that you wanna still be friends with me for what

Always making time to talk in circles but for what

Be playin like the victim but you doin you for what

Baby I can't stick around cause Ima just be

Stuck

And I just can't do that

I got too much to lose

My feelings be holding me back

Be reflecting

Then stressing

My blessings

Gone come when you go

Time for me to be alone

Self sabotage be my best friend sometimes

Confused but I'm used to confiding in you

Gotta get you out my mind yeah

I love love

Said I love it

But baby this attachment

And I just don't know what to do

When I wanna run straight to you

Said I wanna run

To you you you

yeah

yeah

yeah yeah

Tired of being your best friend

Your best friend

Go find you someone else to do it

Yours truly