I've been amongst the shadows
But I don’t see myself at all
Searching for stones like Thanos
I would get back up if I fall
Tryna sort through these pieces of my soul
Setting fire to my sense of self control
Why ain't nobody tell me that this shit’s so hard
Now I’m scared of the light like the darkness
It’s been moving all through me so fast
Every time I think I’m in the garden
You know that shit it don’t ever last
And I don’t like to go in there
I don’t wanna go in there
She said stop your crying
Everything in life is fair
Tell me what’s it gonna take
To get out of your own way
Baby what you scared to be?
I’m afraid of the light like the darkness
Cuz it’s moving right through me so fast
Every time I think I’m in the garden
You know that shit it don’t ever last
And I don’t like to go in there
I don’t wanna go in there