Shit, got bout 4, 4 or 5

You know what im saying

I just feel like my first shit had to be some personal shit you feel me

Yeah, used to feel i was favored

All these blessings back to back feel like im covered in graces

A change of pace, movin' slow motion like im stuck in the matrix

I left my job, life went tio shit i kept a smile on my face

Will that shit be my fate, will that shit free my hatred

Every turn im getting hit, no i dont feel like im lifted

Months in a row, notes on the door a nigga facing eviction

Startin' to get used to this feeling, hard to make me a villain

Take off my shade, rain on the mic hope it make me a killin'

I used to think that what aint kill you prepared you for this

Now im so numb, fuck all this paper im so tired of livin'

Shit so expensive miss the stars im tired of the ceiling

If i go missing leave my heart cause im tired of these feelings

Thoughts on this paper, i sit back then i just look in amazement

Start to erase it, doubt my lyrics like this shit gon' be graded

Speak most of this straight off the track, feel like a beat gon' degrade it

Escaping thoughts to take my breath on an occasional basis

Will that shit be my fate

Will that shit be my fate

Toughest battles, toughest soldier, scared to say i cant take it

Hard to believe after these scars that im still destined for greatness

My life a war cant let it break me, God just testing my patience

God just testing my faith, he put all this pain in my cadence

If this the road before attainment pray he go ahead and take me

Aint nun' but darkness in the vault from all them thoughts i can make it

All them thoughts i can make it, maybe im destined for danger

Cant nothin' change me

Maybe im destined for greatness, yeah

Thoughts sit on this page, maybe im destined for greatness

Put all this pain up in my cadence maybe im destined for danger

Cant nothin' change me, yeah

Hard to believe after these scars that im still destined for greatness

my life a war cant let it break me God just testing my patience

Maybe im destined for danger cant nothin' change me