logo
Lyric cover art as blurred background
Lyric cover art

EVERYTHING

Apple Music logo
Apple Music logo

Deezer logo
Deezer logo

Spotify logo
Spotify logo
Share icon
Lyrics
Yeah
All I ever wanted was
To be considered an inspiration for all the buzz
They see me changing, they see me waiting for Audemars
All there was to rapping was colder captions and cooler cars

Food for thought was never given
We was taught that being 6 feet was better than living
Had to make better decisions
Listen to them, or be obedient to what was scripted
Water in my eyes I couldn't see the vision

Thinking about the long road
Thinking about the songs I wrote
Thinking about my past goals and thinking about the lies, I told
I couldn't fold
But I kept on, bending the truth, and I didn't know I mean, do I ever though?
I hardly deal with emotions because I hardly show
Daddy told me be a man, never cry, it's a lonely road
Was walking on eggshells, never told I'd go toe to toe with the devil
Know I been a rebel, but I partly pose

Part of me cold, pardon me for not being around when you needed me more
Cause I was dealing with my own
Had so many hearts in my hands, it started getting hard feeling with my own
I started chilling on my own
Thank God, I'm thrilling on my own
Started feeling like I'm grown
But I'm still a kid
Kane acting like a tourist, but he's not new to this

Who's able to make these statements and bring the truth to this?
Why my past calling?
Why I fade away when I jump shots like Steph balling?
They cripple me trying to stop me, but I kept crawling
When I reach my summit, that's when I want to feel crest fallen
Man I'm appalling
Mama, you raised a good kid
Should always be proud of that. I mean the truth is
I made my own mistakes, that was all on me, I was clueless
But you taught me everything so that I'm never foolish

Heavenly Father, know you hear my cries
I know, it hurts You deeply every time I'm telling lies
I read the lies they told me and thought I was on a better side
I guess I had to see the lies to see the truth
I had to see the light for me to see my blues
Had to see all my sins that was bleeding you
I hope you know I'm needing you
Hope you know I'm needing you
Yeah, but I know you do
And I should never question that
I always say I'm ready, but my actions cap
I find comfort in the things that always made me mad
Maybe wack, but I learned with every bad predicament I face
And different is how I made
I keep lying and always say I'm straight
Always say I'm straight
But I hope I find a way
Because all I ever wanted was
To be at peace when I go to sleep with an andropause
To be elite when I drop to my knees and pray to God
And best believe when I'm deceased, the reason be a mental cause
Cause I think a lot
I think a lot

WRITERS

Lonwabo Nkhoesa

PUBLISHERS

Lyrics © O/B/O DistroKid

Share icon and text

Share


See A Problem With Something?

Lyrics

Other