Saint X if you are hearing this you know that I want you back
There are many things I did wrong in the past
But its your will to put this all behind you B
There is nothing for me to hide here B
You know I know its fucking difficult
To find out who murdered my heart
My love for you is still here, I want you in my hands
Hope you can find it in yourself to give me another chance
If my love for you was a medicine from all this pain
I'm a drug addict, It makes me panic
But I do it for aesthetic, maybe I'm pathetic, take my daily anesthetic but I aint no medic
Holding you kept me free from pain, Its like nothing else matters and all I hear is the rain
When I'm outside it feels like I'm in chains
The moment its you and I, I feel like I'm in space again
If you cheated, wouldn't blame you
As insecurities come through
I think you think I only love you for your body
I know you don't believe me when I say I'm sorry