Saint X if you are hearing this you know that I want you back

There are many things I did wrong in the past

But its your will to put this all behind you B

There is nothing for me to hide here B

No this is spiritual

My spirit is in a hole

I need your loving hold

To save my only soul

You know I know its fucking difficult

To say this to you faces

Many phases

We can save this

You can save this

Finish the races

These cases

To find out who murdered my heart

We can save it

You can save it

But that's the hard part

My love for you is still here, I want you in my hands

Hope you can find it in yourself to give me another chance

If my love for you was a medicine from all this pain

I'm a drug addict, It makes me panic

But I do it for aesthetic, maybe I'm pathetic, take my daily anesthetic but I aint no medic

Holding you kept me free from pain, Its like nothing else matters and all I hear is the rain

When I'm outside it feels like I'm in chains

The moment its you and I, I feel like I'm in space again

Do I deserve you

If you cheated, wouldn't blame you

As insecurities come through

I think you think I only love you for your body

I know you don't believe me when I say I'm sorry