When I wake up

I can't seem to muster energy

To do anything

I keep feeling like the enemy

To myself

My brain can't help but give me hell

And I continue show and tell

Of me doing well

But I'm not well

Try to get up

Think of all the things to do

That you put off

Just pick one thing and just move

I feel like a mess

I'm so unsure, it makes me stressed

I input more just to output less

Does that make sense?

I'm so fucked up

Stubbed my toe, slipped and fell on the rug

Empty drink, gotta fill up my cup

I need love so I give it all up

But no luck

Now I'm so down

Face stuck in a permanent frown

Got my head spinning round and round

I need to know how to figure things out

Damn, life's so shitty

F all my friends

It's what I got them all to think

So they wouldn't care

So they'd stop their worrying

I know that's messed up

At least they'll never know what's up

'Cause this whole thing just really sucks

I took the blame, took the blame, took the blame

But don't blame me if I get a little pissed

Y'all can't blame me if I feel a little dissed

I'm just jealous of all the times I'mma miss

What I thought was our first is now our last kiss

A kiss goodbye to all of my friends

We always knew that there'd be an end

I've run out of chances for us to mend

I took the blame, took the blame, took the blame

Damn...

I'm so fucked up

Stubbed my toe, slip and fell on the rug

Empty drink, gotta fill up my cup

I need love so I give it all up

But no luck

Now I'm so down

Face stuck in a permanent frown

Got my head spinning round and round

I need to know how to figure things out

Damn, life's so shitty

I remember the times we shared

When you were there

And I would care

And we would dare to be different

We'd go anywhere

I remember the times we had

And it makes me glad

And it makes me sad

And it makes me mad!

I'm so fucked up

Stubbed my toe, slip and fell on the rug

Empty drink, gotta fill up my cup

I need love so I give it all up

That's fucked up

Yeah I'm so down

Face stuck in a permanent frown

Got my head spinning round and round and round and round

I need to know how...

I'm so fucked up *cough*

I'm still fucked up

Banged my shin on the side of the tub

Vape leaves just to stay up above

I keep trying to give up on love

But no luck

Now I'm so down

Face stuck in a permanent frown

Got my head spinning round and round

I need to know how to figure things out

Damn, life's so shitty