When your knights turn on you fast
And all you gotta do is be real
Keep an eye open for the steal
Stayin' alert for the gang
It's much similar to gang shoot outs
With all these eyes on me
I feel anxiety is boutta get one over me
I feel it's over me when niggas force the chemistry
It's all inside of me when thoughts abort intricacies
Wanted to show her the world
But reality's so funny when life makes you hit the curve
And feelings don't mean shit
Past memories thrown in the dirt
I swear I kept it moving more often than I deserved
I'm trynna get more personal
It's so risky but I can't be sure
Is it therapy? I can't be sure
Is it money? For the fame galore
I just know I love this rap shit
I'm on it more than a passion
The satisfaction from always hitting the beat
In the most intricate of moments
But yo! At least it flows
The rhytmics that make my sonics
I'm getting better after every song
It's been a long way since recording phones
And sleepless nights trynna write all my songs
And stressing over shit I ain't deserve
And then I smoke so I control my nerves
I love this rap shit, I'm on it
More than a passion, I always
Make sure that the growth is consistent
I practice more than envisioned
It's all for the vision, a mission
And make it past competition
I know we're growing together
But shit I want to make it
How I ain't OD on beats, on tree
Cause I smoke these fuckers daily
And I don't have time for pity
Shit lightweight, like it was petite
Fuck an address imma go IP
Ipman, it's blows on blows
Over a year we were together man
It hurt and even though we coulda fixed it
But then she changed her mind
Even though, I still loved her