Can you help me find paradise ?
I’m sober so my mind is on Another level
Them days are over I went years Living with the devil
I’m pouring my heart out in These lyrics
All my life haters pushed it to the
Cause as a child I was very Artistic
I was young when teachers Tested me and told me
I fucked up my potential cause I Choose not listen
I choose the streets a nigga was Very egotistic
It’s crazy cause the past is the last Place I wanna visit
I have dirt that rots inside my Blood
But I’m a human with feelings
And Im just misunderstood
Feeling like it’s made of steel
I have dirt that rots inside my Blood
But I’m a human with feelings
And Im just misunderstood
Feeling like it’s made of steel
I have dirt that rots inside my Blood
But I’m a human with feelings
And Im just misunderstood
Feeling like it’s made of steel
Hate won’t be the death of me But
I feel like I’m chained up and Im Not free
Lost of hate all around me
Like I deserve this today I write This cause ima fight this
I feel like a guy in prison for a Crime
And It’s so hard to admit that I’m Not happy on this earth
Since birth life’s been worse
So I just keep my distance
What kept me sane is the fact That I’m gifted
When I epress my self on mic I Feel like I lifted
God help me elevate I’m tired of All this hate
God help me elevate I’m tired of All this hate
Been this way since I was eight
On my shoulder I have so much Fucking weight
I have dirt that rots inside my Blood
But I’m a human with feelings
And Im just misunderstood
Feeling like it’s made of steel
I have dirt that rots inside my Blood
But I’m a human with feelings
And Im just misunderstood
Feeling like it’s made of steel
I have dirt that rots inside my Blood
But I’m a human with feelings
And Im just misunderstood
Feeling like it’s made of steel
The devil wanna put in a bow tie
The only way I cope is by getting Super High
Everybody wants me to be the Bad guy
If I go with that I’d be telling a lie