The pain is deep

The pain is deeep

The pain is deep

The pain is deep

My soul is gone

My soul is gone

The pain is deep

The pain is deep

I’m looking for paradise

Can you help me find paradise ?

The pain is deep

The pain is deep

The pain is deep

The pain is deep

My soul is gone

The pain is deep

I’m sober so my mind is on Another level

Them days are over I went years Living with the devil

I’m pouring my heart out in These lyrics

All my life haters pushed it to the

Limit

Cause as a child I was very Artistic

I was young when teachers Tested me and told me

I was gifted

I fucked up my potential cause I Choose not listen

I choose the streets a nigga was Very egotistic

It’s crazy cause the past is the last Place I wanna visit

I have dirt that rots inside my Blood

But I’m a human with feelings

And Im just misunderstood

Never been loved

Always been shoved

Like a book

So now I’m feeling numb

I need something real

I’m tired of my heart

Feeling like it’s made of steel

I have dirt that rots inside my Blood

But I’m a human with feelings

And Im just misunderstood

Never been loved

Always been shoved

Like a book

So now I’m feeling numb

I need something real

I’m tired of my heart

Feeling like it’s made of steel

I have dirt that rots inside my Blood

But I’m a human with feelings

And Im just misunderstood

Never been loved

Always been shoved

Like a book

So now I’m feeling numb

I need something real

I’m tired of my heart

Feeling like it’s made of steel

Hate won’t be the death of me But

I feel like I’m chained up and Im Not free

Like god is testing me

Lost of hate all around me

Like I deserve this today I write This cause ima fight this

I feel like a guy in prison for a Crime

That he didn’t commit

And It’s so hard to admit that I’m Not happy on this earth

Since birth life’s been worse

Plus no one ever listen

So I just keep my distance

What kept me sane is the fact That I’m gifted

When I epress my self on mic I Feel like I lifted

A burden in this surface

God help me elevate I’m tired of All this hate

God help me elevate I’m tired of All this hate

Been this way since I was eight

On my shoulder I have so much Fucking weight

I have dirt that rots inside my Blood

But I’m a human with feelings

And Im just misunderstood

Never been loved

Always been shoved

Like a book

So now I’m feeling numb

I need something real

I’m tired of my heart

Feeling like it’s made of steel

I have dirt that rots inside my Blood

But I’m a human with feelings

And Im just misunderstood

Never been loved

Always been shoved

Like a book

So now I’m feeling numb

I need something real

I’m tired of my heart

Feeling like it’s made of steel

I have dirt that rots inside my Blood

But I’m a human with feelings

And Im just misunderstood

Never been loved

Always been shoved

Like a book

So now I’m feeling numb

I need something real

I’m tired of my heart

Feeling like it’s made of steel

The devil wanna put in a bow tie

The only way I cope is by getting Super High

Everybody wants me to be the Bad guy

If I go with that I’d be telling a lie