Uncontrollably, I've come to grow fond of you
Wondering how to tell you
But what if you don't hear me
So predictably, my cheeks are burning red
And I pray that all my fragile words aren't misread
It's the most frightening thing
To have you running 'round in my head
I'm runnin' out of breath
Became defenseless, tore down my walls just for you
And it was perfect 'til you did exactly
What I thought you could never do
Tried to convince myself, no it can't be true
He couldn't have done that to you
I never understood how you said you loved me
But at that point tainted love was all I knew
It was all you ever showed me
Kept my big old secret as I ran around the sun
But every orbit told me I should just move on
As if nothing ever happened
And even with all the damage that you've caused me