Confession,

I know I am a blessing

But standards of the world make me wonder

Question,

Is something missing?

Do I fit the description of a girl considered beautiful, talented and gifted?

Can we talk?

Talk about it

I'd love an answer

Do cup size, waist lines, help you decide if you romance her?

My auntie had breast cancer

Can't take for granted what we given

Do you think silicone injections equal better living?

Listen...

This might make some uncomfortable

If we find an answer we'll live happy like The Huxtables

One big family

What I been planning would be easy but society is so so demanding

Hard to undo all the damage

She would rather be anything but her

She dont like what she sees when she looks into the mirror

She is me

Her reflection, reflecting everything she hates

And her worth is based off everything she ain't

She's an artist face is the canvas, makeup the paint

The beauty of possibilities on a paper that's blank

She vomit in the silence I'm ugly and overweight

Suicidal self hate, never been on a date

I'll control my own fate

Drink till I'm dizzy

Tie a noose let my pain loose

Fuck it no one here gone miss me

Born into abandonment

Left in a basket

Born alone die alone

No flowers for my casket

Step daddy stepped over boundaries should've never crossed

Innocence was stolen mama screaming out it's all your fault

She don't know her smile her greatest asset

Lacking confidence till surgery fixes her flat chest

Hard for her to love herself

Comparing everything she got to somebody else

She would rather be anything but her

She don't like what she sees when she looks into the mirror

She is me

She is me