What is this feeling inside of my head

I can't get over this feeling of dread

We used to call and go to bed"I missed you" I remember you said

Was the attention good while it lasted?

Just to see you I remember I fasted

I don't know how long I can last this

Ending up where we are, I couldn't map this

If it's not clear, my mind will answer

So much beauty, yeah I couldn't chance her

Not thinking straight, I need a planner

And your personality has so many manners

You showed resentment, but you showed me love

There was commitment, but not enough

I want us to work, I want to have fun

But as I got closer, I guess you were done

Will I see you again?

So many thoughts, I'm very conflicted

When I was down, you're how I lifted

I cannot live without being convicted

A part of my heart is gone, you're where it fitted

Was I too clingy? I need to know

Looking good for me or was it for show?

The candle worked fast, but the burn out was slow

I want you back, but I know you'll say no

And I understand, things don't go as planned

But some of these things, can get out of hand

Praying I was just overthinking again

Will we ever be that close in the end?

Stopping to think, I need a break

Not just a stab, it was a shank

All through my heart, how much can it take

Before it shatters like some glass or a plate

Minds really never stop wondering bout' each other

Guess it is true, cause all I do is think of her

Hoping it wasn't one sided but I ain't' sure

Was there a spark? Maybe we put it out premature

If I had one more shot, but is that what I really want?

Finding a girl this unique is a tough one

All I wanted was love, but later I left with none

The first time I was sad, the second time I was stunned

Laughing with you, is something I miss

Another chance, I thought I could risk

Having you not here, it's like a nightmare

But I'll never forget the first time that we kissed

Made this beat cause' I loved you to death

Rapping on it now that we know the rest

Trying to cope with what I have left

I cannot survive from this heart-to-heart theft

Will I see you again?

Do I want to see you again?

I want to see you again

Do I want to see you again?

I want to see you again

Do I want to see you again?

I want to see you again

Do I want to see you again?

Either you love me or don't

At this point it don't matter

Love me or hate me I will miss you after

The sorrow in me has been getting faster

No matter where I go, the pain getting Vaster

Was I an object because you just used me

You didn't want me, I guess I am losing

Was I a transition off to another guy?

The excuse that you told me, was that a blatant lie?

Seeing activity, you think I cannot see

But I can, and all of that, you cannot plea

Seeing your profile gave me the butterflies

Now all it does, is give me anxiety

I gave you my all, and this is what I receive"It is the past", but the present's ability

Has the strong power to take over me, and fetch old times now correlated with sad memories

Let me understand what I did wrong

Should I grow, maybe I will write a song

Then you'll know reasons on why I've been gone

This feeling of pain, I never lost

I cannot get these feelings out of my head

Thinking at night, was it something I said?

Can't think life, I think about you instead

I need to know if I'll see you again

Maybe problems resolve

Maybe solving them all, isn't the answer I wanted at all

But in life, you can't choose to withdraw

Something you don't have, or you have lost

Wishing I could hold your hand one more time

But that won't happen, imma' have to be fine

In my room, all night I be trying

To get over you, if I was, I was lying

Will I see you again?