I'm the type to say I forgot your birthday

Not 'cause I did

But because I'm afraid

You'll think I care

And I don't wanna be on the bathroom floor

In a month crying 'bout all the love that we had and we lost

'Cause I've been there

I guess it's easier to shut you out

Than get used to you being around

I'll never let you close

Never let you know

How much you could hurt me

I'll keep the upper hand

Much as I can stand

So I'll never worry

About falling too hard

Letting you break my heart

That's not how it's gonna go

So

I'll break my own

I'll break my own

And I'll tell you that I suck at commitment

'Cause then I'll feel like I'm winning

But there's no prize

There's just cold pillows

And old photos

And what if's running circles round my mind

Because it's easier to shut you out

Than get used to you being around

I'll never let you close

Never let you know how much you could hurt me

I'll keep the upper hand much as I can stand

So I'll never worry

About falling too hard

Letting you break my heart

That's not how's it's gonna go

So

I'll break my own

I'll break my own

Oh, I'm skipping calling someone new at 2 AM

Because I know, know

That it's so much harder losing you

If your number's saved in my phone

But sometimes I wish that I were different

That my heart was more forgiving

But I still go

And break my own, no

So I'll never let you close

Never let you know how much you could hurt me

I'll keep the upper hand much as I can stand

I'm not falling too hard

And not breaking my heart

That's not how's it's gonna go

So

I'll break my own

I'll break my own

(I'll break, I'll break, I'll break my own, break my own)

(I'll break, I'll break, I'll break my own)