No matter what I try I can't improve my mental state

My mind is shattered don't ask me why feels too much weight

All the thinking I feel I'm going to faint

Too much on my mind but I can't complain

Feels like the hour goes by a day

Even if I accomplished something I still feel ashamed

Days goes by no matter what I try

If only happiness which I could buy

Can't think straight my mind playing tricks on me I feel my brain is fried

Falling in the deep right on my blind side

When I couldn't see and I don't think twice

I hear the violins

I'm one blow from losing mind

I know what I need but I can't escape

I feel it in my chest when it's getting late

I hear the violins

I'm one blow from losing mind

When I write I feel alright

Until the depressed feeling which comes in the night

I try to be strong and fake a smile

I feel I'm living this life without a spine

I feel I'm broken with this sick mind

I keep hallucinate and no one there to help me

Can't think straight I need someone to fix me

I can't tolerate the tricks which my brain is giving me

I try to take a seat but this life can't wait for me

No medication can help my mind state this life is sick to me

Falling in the deep right on my blind side

When I couldn't see and I don't think twice

I hear the violins

I'm one blow from losing mind

I know what I need but I can't escape

I feel it in my chest when it's getting late

I hear the violins

I'm one blow from losing mind