So much pain so much anger that I hold up inside
Yeah I'm living yeah I'm breathing but I don't feel alive
And you claim that you love me but I can see through you lies
Now I'm playing roulette witta colt 45
Man I really miss my dead ones and it's hard to say goodbye
When it rains than it pours
How can I smile when I know my kids are going through some shit
How can I smile when you bitch mades play the hypocrite
Ima die alone and ride alone
I'll take two to the brain
And I never live in regret
Now I believe my moms and pops when they said they ain't no friends
Not even day ones matter I can't see through my lens
Survival of the fittest when the field gets cold
The game is to be sold homie not to be told
Who's gonna hold you down and have yo back when you going broke
Who's gonna feed your kids when you behind bars stay woke
This is a poker game homie gotta play yo cards right
It's a tooth for tooth and eye for an eye
Who's gonna hold you down and have yo back when you going broke
Who's gonna feed your kids when you behind bars stay woke
This is a poker game homie gotta play yo cards right
It's a tooth for tooth and eye for an eye aye
I don't deal with disrespect think twice before you try
I'd rather it be yo mom then my mom crying
Swear to god my babies thee only reason I'm alive
Otherwise I be in the pen the summer and the ditch
And the streets not caring slanging Ps to get rich
The worst enemies was the ones I was rolling wit
I really hate the thought but I had to get hold of it
I tried to save the homie but couldn't I had to let go
Neva understood why it happen really might neva know
Nightmares every night the real reason that I don't sleep bro
Battling my demons you don't know what's it's like to see ghost
A ticking time bomb I stay strapped to some C4
You know why I'm here stay solid on beast mode
Poker face cracking we acting like I dont see folks
Friend or foe it took me awhile to notice evil
Who's gonna hold you down and have yo back when you going broke
Who's gonna feed your kids when you behind bars stay woke
This is a poker game homie gotta play yo cards right
It's a tooth for tooth and eye for an eye
Who's gonna hold you down and have yo back when you going broke
Who's gonna feed your kids when you behind bars stay woke
This is a poker game homie gotta play yo cards right
It's a tooth for tooth and eye for an eye aye