Light so low, couldn't see where I've gone
Couldn't speak or remember my name
Another fight alone, I just scream at the walls
Cause it's me I'm beginning to hate
I'm just trying to stay strong, get the things that I want
But what I want just depends on the day
I'm just trying to move on, can we make it through all the pain
I'm sick of holding my breath
Life moves on in the steps that I walk
Another step I never thought I would take
Thought I'd leave, goodbye, meet you deep in the sky
I'm still here but I never feel safe
I'm just trying to feel calm, trying to be who I want
But who I am just depends on the day
I'm just trying to move on, can we make it through all the pain
I'm sick of holding my breath, I don't want to grow up
Every moment I get, I just want to have fun
I'm sick of being a mess, tired of cleaning me up
I don't know if I can, but I just want to have
I'm just trying to stay strong, get the things that I want
What I want just depends on the day
I'm just trying to move on, can I make it all go away
I'm sick of holding my breath, I don't want to grow up
Every moment I get, I just want to have fun
I'm sick of being a mess, tired of cleaning me up
I don't know if I can, but I just want to have