Tried self-destruction 'til I couldn't function
I hurt myself, hated myself, it didn't help me
Tried self-control, tried letting go
To heal myself, I went to Hell, I hope you know
What it's like to fight your mind
When your skin still crawls at night
I pretend that I'm all right 'til the lights go out
Don't got a need for sleep
Hate when the morning comes
This life that I'm running from
Can't fly too close to the sun
Lost in the static, I can't go past it
I got this far, I need the dark, a little madness
A little patience, some kind of saving
Keep circling to find another life worth chasing
I pretend that I'm all right 'til the lights go out
Don't got a need for sleep
Hate when the morning comes
This life that I'm running from
Can't fly too close to the sun
I pretend that I'm all right
WRITERS
Alex Saad, Drew Polovick, Mckenzie Ellis, Nigel Hemmye